Week 2: Only Reminds Me of You

When you left, not only have I lost a husband, I departed with my bestfriend. YOu were my confidant on shitty days and you were my sole source of relief on disturbingly odd consequences. I thought I would feel better and more used to your absence by now. But not. Hell not!!! I feel worse and this apathy is killing me. And this is what I call exaggeration at its worst form. Forgive me for cursing love songs before, now I could definitely relate to them. huhuhu....

Everywhere I go and everything I do and think of, reminds me of you. And it's becoming more painful every passing day. I have to do something with this prolonged absence of yours. I'm getting a passport not later than May of this year. Apply for a job where you and I could work and raise our family. I don't care how long I will be pushing my luck. Its the best I could do to remedy this irregularity we are in. Families are not designed for prolonged absence, back it up with effin statistics, I'm scared, definitely scared.=(