message in the bottle

i so so like the movie, and since i could not find a copy of the letter here in the net, i have patiently watched and jot down the narrations of the letter in that movie.... and so, here it goes:


’m sorry i haven’t talked to you in so long. I feel I’ve been lost, no bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things a little crazy, i guess. I’ve never been lost before, you were my true north. I could always stir for home when you were my home. forgive me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistakes were made and i’m waiting for god to take it back. but i’m doing better now, the work helps me. most of all you helped me. you came into my dream last night with that smile of yours that always held me like a lover, rock me like a child. all i remember from the dream is the feeling of peace. i wake up from that feeling and tried to keep it alive as long as i could. i’m writing to tell you that i am in that journey towards that peace, and to tell you i’m sorry about so many things. i’m sorry i didn’t take better care of you so that you’ve never spent one minute of being cold or scared or sick. i’m sorry i didn’t try harder to find the words to tell what i was feeling. i’m sorry i ever fought with you. i’m sorry i didn’t apologize more, i was too proud. i’m sorry i didn’t bring you more compliments in every thing you wore and every way you fixed your hair. i’m sorry i didn’t hold on to you with so much strength that even God couldn’t pull you away.