Week 1:Missing You

This feeling will pass, I'll get used to your absence. I know the kids will understand, sooner or later.

But no matter how I tried to hide from my sadness, keeping myself from crying, they hunt me in my sleep. Nightmare and crying fits at night, I'm defenseless over my subconcious. I am weak over your absence.

Doing the things that we used to do together with the kids are excruciating. But i'm keeping it in mind that I'll get used to this, sooner or later.

I thought i'll never get to experience this feeling coz I've always thought we are inseparable. I am never for this but you believe this is for the best. And so, I will give this to you, no matter how difficult it is for me and the kids. I could handle. I'm the strong one di ba? At first I didn't know, now I realized, I am a cry-baby without you.

Huhuhuhuhuhuh...

Will see how this progress... for week 2. =( I am soo missing you.